A late-night look into my mind.
I just pretty much creeped my own archive, and I have a lot of thoughts on my mind right now.
this music is incredible. who knew i’d be running into a beautiful original song while watching a comedy?
(Source: innermelody)
8. Something you’re currently worrying about.
Honestly, nothing. Anything I ever worry about right now isn’t a huge deal in the big picture and/or just HOBY related. It’s quite wonderful.
"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do."
-Eleanor Roosevelt(Source: innermelody)
can’t wait to finally catch up with john green’s masterpieces, but i need to finish my current book.
Watching videos of John Krasinski > sleeping
fangirling to the max. solid decision. no regrets.
(Source: innermelody)
"This is the funny thing about growing up: for years and years, everyone is desperately afraid to be different, and suddenly, almost overnight, everyone wants to be different… and that’s where we win."
-Mitchell Pritchett (Modern Family)(Source: innermelody)
7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
It’s wrong. Period.
It’s understandable that you can’t control who you like, but you really shouldn’t act on any other feelings when you’re in a relationship. If you truly want to, get out of it.
I used to think that I’d never tolerate cheating in any shape or form, mainly because I never thought I’d let someone that close that would do that to me. I was wrong. It’s safe to say I’ve had some pretty major trust issues after that incident. Although instead of feeling furious and depressed like I figured I would after it, I felt numb. I’ve never felt so emotionless and literally speechless in my life, and I never want to ever go through it again.. no one should.
6. The person you like and why you like them.
Oh. dear. Prepare for rambling..
To be honest, I’ve had a thing for him since the day I met him, which is kind of odd, and I don’t completely understand why. The more I think about it, the more I think that the strange attraction from early on is because he basically distracted me from one of the strangest, worst situations I’ve ever gone through. Literally a few minutes after I was forced to move on and face reality, I met him.
The more I’ve gotten to know him little by little, the more I like. Anyone who knows me knows I’m a sucker for guys who just like to talk about everything in the world with me, and when I’m with him, he’s one of those guys. Although, as much as I do know about his family, where he’s from, his aspirations, his past, everything.. I still don’t understand what the heck he truly wants from me. With one single vulnerable night for both of us, I became attached, and he continues to disappoint my unrealistic expectations. Figures.
In other words, I like him because of who he is, how he is around me, and that I have reasons to really be attached to him. Thanks to my recent wonderful trust issues though, I think this type of attachment is different, and I do realize it’s just a silly crush.. which I will continue to tell myself over and over agin.
